Archive for the ‘life’ category

June 8th, 2009

I sometimes wonder how it would be if I chose a different path in my life. Or how it would be if I was someone different. Would I be happy? Would I have everything a human being can own in this world? Would it really change anything?

I watch those people around me and I stop for a while in my thoughts. We envy others for things we will never achieve. Is it the right thing to do? I think the question is: why do we even do it? We are who we are for some reason, yet we don’t want to accept it as a truth.

I personally believe we are given a lesson to learn in life. It’s our choice if we decide to take it serious or simply ignore it. Some people miss it, busy with rush. I still don’t really know what’s mine, but I know deep inside I’m close to finding an answer.

May 27th, 2009

Ah man, today was pretty exhausting. Right now I’m fighting with sleep and that will probably contribute to going to bed earlier tonight. I’m having one of the hardest exams in the morning and I’d like to make some use of my mind then (let’s not mention the fact I know nothing about economics).

I don’t want to go into details about how my day was, because it’s not simple to explain it all. In general, it was a good day – the first Wednesday I enjoyed in nearly four months, except the fact I twisted my ankle again, uh.

I’m not capable of thinking right at this moment in spite of drinking a double coffee. I only hope it doesn’t start working at night.

May 2nd, 2009

So, here I am, sitting and doing nothing. Lately that’s how it’s been. Oh, except for Wednesday. I was a bad girl and ditched one of my classes.

Me and my girl friends went to the beach. Since I attend the university that’s like half a mile away from sands, students go there quite often. It was a very warm morning and the class wasn’t an important one, so I thought it would be nice to waste an hour and a half on doing crap. We ate ice-cream and walked around. There was a couple of swans which I gave some bread to. I wish I had had the camera. Later that day my parents invited me to some restaurant for a dinner. It was quite a good day. I love sun and the warm breeze touching my face a lot.

Now when it’s May things are going to get on the roll. Midterms are coming and it scares me. I hope I’ll do fine, let’s just pray. Am I worrying too much? I think I am. I can’t even write a proper blog note. Or maybe there’s no rules and I’m just rambling way too much? I need some rest.